1st cake

Its a cake from my ex-housemate, what i can see i guess is the 1st cake i ever receive from a long time ago. I mean from friends. kind of touched for this suprise even tough i dont really think its important but somehow makes me felt i'm cared. Really thanks them for this delicious cake

. i'm 23 now. but someohow begin to feels that i'm that useless and unmature being a son.Still, getting money from my parents, burden them, burned they sweating money for over used. Dam, truely felt lonely for this two days, especially in night.

The Memory

Its a trip that i had enjoy alot. truely. Withow any regret and will remember this forever. I still remember the day one, few of buddies sitting in the sea....watching....watching the beutiful and breath taking sun set and gradient sky. Its an image that i never had before. Truely touched deep inside my heart.Few days of this trip but never felt a second of boring. I guess i just enjoyed alot even tough few of us just playing poker on a bed , driking whiskey...yet is a kind of enjoyment.Hope able to keep this image till the end of my day.

今日感想

19 Sep, 2009 age 23

不知不觉，考试也到了下半场。明天就有一个测试。已经是3.51的凌晨。还没入睡。不懂吹什么风会令到我写blog。*停*
转眼之间，这个sem就要完了。 想回前几个月前，今天的我的确有点不一样了。当时的我，对于班上的友情非常的在乎。不知是缺少了友情还是寂寞令到我觉得非要对他们要好不得。但是确忽略了是否别人一定要跟我一样。当时是有心疼的感觉。我不是很会做人。我想可能还要一段时间来消化。就觉得他们是非常的表面朋友，都没能找到一个能讲心事。有说有笑，可是就不会露出感情的一面。我是说，非常的少。诉苦也只会引来懦弱。当然我现在也试着选择保持了距离。虽然如此，我的确活得更没压力。因为感情就是这样，越在乎，越痛苦。有时太靠近反而冒犯了朋友的空间。和不来，就慢慢来。
人就是喜欢看到新鲜的事。对久了有时就会稍稍的争论。来来去去也不是啪啪肩膀就没事了。人总不能将他100%的人格一下就释放出来。好的就会车见车载，不好的就人见人打。稍微慢慢的了解的期间总需要忍让，冲动只会搞杂了。
4.36 a.m

The Design I like

The poster design. I printed it on a canvas. I had a hard time for doing this thing..due to my pc unable to support such big files. Ou ya, its in A2 size.

The Design I like

The Cover of my resume design

UTAR

age 23, 10.18 p.m

What i doing is sitting here in a boring room, feeling life is very unpredictable. Now i has a feeling of life is just like A B C . It's simple but yet we make it complicated. I'm not sure i'm doing the right thing which is taking this road to be a designer. It's just like a game, waiting for job change yet the road is so far and hard. Lots of quest waiting me to be done. I refius to think much. Its just making things complicated. When the quest has to be done, i just do it.












i have wrote many things, but i deleted them. : ) i hope i will change.